24 August 2010

nerves and more nerves

i cant believe school starts tomorrow. 
its a tad bit surreal. college? already? geesh. 
big new chapter...
i'm excited but lots of nerves. lots. 

best part...power outage tomorrow morning from 5 am to 8 am. perfect! my life is amazing. i have to leave by 8:25! and dang, i MUST look good tomorrow. i believe i will be doing my hair in my garage, blow dryer hooked up to my car in the power inverter thingy. 
grr. 
of all days they choose the first day of school. fabulous. thanks rocky mountain! i guess i shouldnt really be complaining, but i am going to anyways. 
oh well. 
life goes on.. but by golly i will look good. 
dave and the kids come tomorrow night, which i am quite excited about! 
its always a party when there here, and my house is too quiet these days!
matt and debra like there solitude. ha ha. 

my stomach is like a bowl of butterflies. gosh! i didn't think i'd get nervous. im absolutely dreading the school/homework part. that just blows. but looking forward to the social part :) its weird because i havent been nervous since tonight, i've only been excited and ready to start for the past 3 months! its gonna be a sleepless night. 

im mainly just nervous for the unexpected. i hate not knowing what's going to happen. i guess that's the element of surprise eh? we will see. it could go really good, or really bad. either way, it will be an adventure. i only have two classes tomorrow, so it won't be too bad and not so overwhelming either. 

im hoping i will meet new people too..that definitely is a big nerve for me. 
eek!

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